I walk into the familiar coffee shop, where the table by the window had
belonged to me and my friends, each weekend, long ago. I order the same, for
old times' sake, and we sit in silence, my coffee and I.
I look around, unseeing, as the years melt and fall away. I'm that effervescent
girl once more and my friends are here with me, squeezing in around the table,
engaged in noisy banter. We talk, we dream, we build castles in the air...
And in that fleeting moment, nothing
has changed.
I blink, and the magic is gone. The coffee shop looks a little worse for
wear now, the music that emanates from the speakers is not the same and the
view from the window looks jaded. My friends are long gone, scattered across
the miles, separated by distances and priorities, and the castles we built in
the air are now lives rooted in routine and responsibility...
Everything has changed.
I pay for the coffee, swing my bag over my shoulder and get up to leave.
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